I know. I don't really want to be in that position, either.

[He looks back in her direction again, uncertain what that means for an attempt at working out what being right or wrong means, but willing to find someone else to ask about it. He doesn't want to upset her further.]

I will do my best not to die. I don't like leaving things without contingency plans, that's all. It's just. Safer to know there's a plan. I'd be happy to be your contingency plan, too.